I have had a re-lapse...

Admitting it is the first step...

Who could it be? Man child? Ferris Bueller? Hockey guy? Cheese guy? Zeus?

"Blue eyes" struck the heart string...again!

While out gallivanting at a large outdoor festival in the city, 2 date run ins occur. First I see Hockey Guy. I spot, eyes meet, he approaches, we embrace and I continue on. Re-lapse free! Very impressed with myself, I acknowledge how far I have come in my dating world. This lasted about 38 minutes until the next sighting occur ed.

After a couple drinks in a crowded bar I decide to pull up a stool and people watch. Being quite the scene, I was enjoying a good chuckle glancing around at the drunken debauchery that is unfolding around me. All was well until MY blue eyes crossed paths with a pair of wildly familiar, striking blue eyes...and at that very point my stomach dropped into my right cowboy boot.

"Blue Eyes" was sharing an evening at this very same establishment. I immediately approach him. He awkwardly exchange salutations and stare at each other a few short moments. We wish each other well and carry on... I am overwhelmed with a desire to cuddle with this man once again.

I leave shortly after this encounter as it shocked me right into sobriety. I must contact 'Blue Eyes' but HOW?! I deleted his digits and his friend status on FB. Ah, nothing gets in the way of JiJi striking a match. I send him a FB message as we do not have to be friends for that to happen. I make it short and sweet...He responds, I respond, he responds, I respond, he responds, I respond and now I have a date with 'Blue Eyes' next Wednesday. Whether or not this is a terrific or terrifically horrible idea is up to the universe at this point.

In this case, I know 'Iron Fist' would NOT be proud, but sometimes one must stray from the strategic plan and take risks in order to grow the business. And this, my friends, is definitely a risk. To be continued a week today!